I have some more clues now of why you are so very strong.... what a childhood to live through. Threads of connection to stories I have heard from others who lived in a similar abusive hell...
Thank you for sharing your story so opening and honestly.
Thank you so much Amy :) I had to vent this out as I certainly believe we are truly what we hide the most. I don't want to hide anymore. I don't want to fear anymore. It is what it is. I hope more and more people come out of the abusive relationships before they damage themselves for life. It's hard... in fact one of the hardest things to come out from but then God is there and he will guide their spirit too just like the way he did mine :)
I had to read this again. How come no one helped your Mom? They knew of the abuse and did nothing? How cruel is that? He could have killed her. Are they still together? Don't they have laws there that protect her and her children?
Because they all were cowards. Majority of women gets beaten up and instead of taking a stand they remain the same throughout the life. I wish I was my mother's friend ... someone of her age than being a daughter. I would have taught my father some extremely great lessons.
Damn, and I thought my life was bad. I learn to get strength and wisdom from hatred and pain. All cruelty that I experience, made my life better because I learn from the abuser, then I pity them. I realize that they don't know happiness, kindness, and love, and when they meet it, they become afraid. So they destroy everything around them that represents anything that is positive and good. They help me to heal and be better than them. seeing the damage that is done, I aim not to follow their actions. Life lessons are everywhere and in everything. I have a story to share about the cruelty of parents. I hope Dreams and Publications will take it.
Actually it's not a bad life but yeah you and I came across assholes. We didn't deserve that but then they say we pay for our deeds may be some deeds from the past birth? I have learned kindness and compassion seeing at home how my father never shown it on anyone. He has a big heart in many things but then he has major mood swings and abuses at any given point of time. Thank you for reading my story Annelise :) It means a lot to me :)
It's not too late to teach him a lesson. Her remaining years on this planet should be a happy and joyful ones. We shouldn't be forced to live all of our lives in pain and around the one who continues to harm us.
As a kid, you suffered a lot. You never deserved that. I have faced these kind of situations in my childhood but after reading this I realised that my pain is nothing in front of your pain. You deserve best. Take care of yourself and your happiness. Wishing you a Happy and healthy life my dear friend.
Thank you so much sweetheart :) We all are suffering from something and this world makes it so tough for us to open up. I wish this changes as we progress ahead in life. Sending you love, light and healing vibes.
I have some more clues now of why you are so very strong.... what a childhood to live through. Threads of connection to stories I have heard from others who lived in a similar abusive hell...
Thank you for sharing your story so opening and honestly.
Your transparency is a light for others...
Thank you for being you. x
Thank you so much Amy :) I had to vent this out as I certainly believe we are truly what we hide the most. I don't want to hide anymore. I don't want to fear anymore. It is what it is. I hope more and more people come out of the abusive relationships before they damage themselves for life. It's hard... in fact one of the hardest things to come out from but then God is there and he will guide their spirit too just like the way he did mine :)
I had to read this again. How come no one helped your Mom? They knew of the abuse and did nothing? How cruel is that? He could have killed her. Are they still together? Don't they have laws there that protect her and her children?
Because they all were cowards. Majority of women gets beaten up and instead of taking a stand they remain the same throughout the life. I wish I was my mother's friend ... someone of her age than being a daughter. I would have taught my father some extremely great lessons.
Damn, and I thought my life was bad. I learn to get strength and wisdom from hatred and pain. All cruelty that I experience, made my life better because I learn from the abuser, then I pity them. I realize that they don't know happiness, kindness, and love, and when they meet it, they become afraid. So they destroy everything around them that represents anything that is positive and good. They help me to heal and be better than them. seeing the damage that is done, I aim not to follow their actions. Life lessons are everywhere and in everything. I have a story to share about the cruelty of parents. I hope Dreams and Publications will take it.
Actually it's not a bad life but yeah you and I came across assholes. We didn't deserve that but then they say we pay for our deeds may be some deeds from the past birth? I have learned kindness and compassion seeing at home how my father never shown it on anyone. He has a big heart in many things but then he has major mood swings and abuses at any given point of time. Thank you for reading my story Annelise :) It means a lot to me :)
You are truly a warrior
Thank you sister :)
I am in shock.
I can understand my friend :)
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It's not too late to teach him a lesson. Her remaining years on this planet should be a happy and joyful ones. We shouldn't be forced to live all of our lives in pain and around the one who continues to harm us.
As a kid, you suffered a lot. You never deserved that. I have faced these kind of situations in my childhood but after reading this I realised that my pain is nothing in front of your pain. You deserve best. Take care of yourself and your happiness. Wishing you a Happy and healthy life my dear friend.
Thank you so much sweetheart :) We all are suffering from something and this world makes it so tough for us to open up. I wish this changes as we progress ahead in life. Sending you love, light and healing vibes.
Thank you so much Fizza :)